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Tuesday, November 3, 2015

They are here!!- Trying to Catch Up!

Hello Lovies!

I NEVER intended to stay away this long. I knew life would be busy but never imagined it would be this crazy! I have soo much to catch up on. So I'm going to probably overload everyone.. I apologize in advance.


Wednesday September 30th- I had my 37 week visit at the doctors office. We snapped this picture above and I had planned to come home and post my 37 week updates. Well... things changed very quickly. I went in for my appointment. My doctor immediately come in and told us I was being sent over to the hospital. I had protein in my urine. My blood pressure was slightly elevated but nothing too alarming but it was high for me.. 140/70. We walked over to the hospital where they took a urine sample and ran some blood work. We hung out watching tv and chatting until the results came back about an hour later.. protein.. positive! My doctor came in and asked the last time I had eaten.. 11:30. So they decided my csection would be done at 7:30 that night. We started texting and calling family. I was so excited! I wished for the boys to have a September birthday. I spent the next couple of hours relaxing and waiting on my husband. He left the hospital to go get our bags and come back. Just as they were getting ready to roll me back, I got bumped. There was an emergency with another birth so we got bumped from the ER. They then told me that they would come get us around 9pm. FINALLY at 9pm.. I was wheeled back for my csection. I was so nervous. I had no idea what to expect. I was fortunate that I didn't feel any pain. My spinal was perfect and everything moved very quickly. Bennett Griffin Parker was born at 9:27 weighing 5lbs 8oz 19 inches long. Cameron Nicholas Parker was born at 9:28 weighing 7lbs 6oz 20.5 inches long.

(Bennett left and Cameron on the right)

After hearing the babies cry and being taken to be checked out things started to get a little fuzzy for me. I started to feel nauseous. They told me they were going to give me some drugs to help. I don't really remember being wheeled to recovery but I remember a nurse telling me I was going to hang out with her for a few minutes. The next thing some nurses were whispering. I asked if everything was okay and they assured me it was and that they were going to get my doctor. I don't remember ANYTHING from here on out. Apparently I started to hemorrhage and my uterus filled with blood clots. My poor husband was there and witnessed nurses pounding on my stomach and my doctor retrieving clots. Sorry if this is TMI. Long story short.. I had to have 2 blood transfusions. I had some cath issues. Let's just say it wasn't the delivery I was hoping to have. 

My husband was amazing. He stepped in and took care of our boys. The only thing I remember until Saturday afternoon was attempting to breastfeed and pumping. Otherwise I slept or was pretty out of it. Sunday night they finally released me and we came home with our boys. Thank you Lord for my Mom.. she came home with us the first night. She stepped up and organized bottles, diapers, and a system. I'm so grateful. I was literally in a fog and couldn't even think. 

I didn't really take any pictures in the first week or so. Family took some of the boys at the hospital and us coming home. I still need to get with all of them to copies of these so sorry for the lack of photos. I promise I get better about pictures. My next post will have more, I promise. I just want to thank everyone for the emails and messages, it really means a lot! 

Thursday, September 24, 2015

Thoughts for Thursday- hormonal ramblings

Happy Thursday Lovies! We almost have another week made. They are flying yet dragging these days. I hope everyone is having a good week!

- This quote..h.jpeg. Totally summed up my job situation a few months ago. A few months ago I had a different team lead and a very boring sometimes nonexistent job. Things have been shaken up a bit. I totally regret my past complaints and long for the days I used to dread. Not saying my current situation is horrible but let's just say definitely not what I wanted to be dealing with this pregnant and about to go on maternity leave. I really should have appreciated my old team lead a little more.

- Today as I sit here.. I hear the humming of my mini frig in my office. It's quiet here today. A lot of people have traveled to Atlanta for the week. I stare at my very swollen feet and ankles. You could seriously float with these things. My hips are sore, my back hurts, and all I feel like I do these days is complain. Then it happens.. they both start kicking. Baby A out my right right side and Baby B pretty much straight out. It's still hard to wrap my head around the fact that there are seriously TWO babies in there. I've been counting down the month, weeks, and now days until they arrive. I think to myself.. I should enjoy this moment. So many women would kill to be me right now. A years ago I would have killed to be me. They seem to be very content inside and not ready to celebrate their birthdays anytime soon. Part of me is so ready to meet them and the other part is trying to soak up the small miracles inside me for a few more days. With the craziness of life I hope that I am able to stop every so often and soak up these little moments. The moments that make you appreciate this thing called life.

- I know the first few months will be difficult with two babies totally dependent on me. I've tried to mentally prepare myself but can you ever really fully understand until you're in the moment? I'm not looking forward to all the sleepless nights. I feel like I've read a good number of books, we've taken all the classes, and talked to various people I just don't know if any of it really prepares you until you're there. I guess only time will really tell but let's just say I'm nervous.

- If you've read all my ramblings today.. bless you! Can you tell I'm slightly hormonal these days? I just know that God put all this into my life for a reason. He decided to bless us with TWO baby boys and I will be forever grateful. I'm not saying it will be easy but I'm saying it will be worth it! I just have to trust him.

Thoughts for Thursday


Linking up with Natalie and Annie.

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

36 Weeks

Can I just start by saying I didn't think I would be doing this post?! No one I know personally has made it this far with twins so I'm in a little shock. I'm grateful knowing it's good for the boys to baked this long but whoa is it getting rough!



how far along: 36 weeks! (2 weeks (scheduled csection date is October 6th) or less until the monkeys get here! So ready to meet them!)
 
size of the babies: According to our ultrasound on 9/16/15: Baby A is 5lbs 8oz and Baby B is 7lbs 5oz.
 
total weight gain: 54lbs. My weight gain has seemed to level off.. thank you lord! 
 
gender: TWO BOYS!!!
 
maternity clothes: 100%. You will see me in the same thing over and over again now. I don't want to spend any more money on maternity clothes. Plus some of my maternity stuff is getting tight in the belly.. grrrreeeaaatt.. I hope to make it through. 

stretch marks: Yes.. I'm now starting to see purplish lines around my belly button and various other places. Not cool. Is what it is though. 
 
movement: still very active. They stretch, kick, and move quite a bit. 
 
sleep: Ugh.. pregnancy insomnia is definitely here..lately it's been hard to sleep. These little rascals are ready to kick nonstop when I'm ready to lay down. I move around but it's hard to get comfortable. My hips are sore and getting up every 2 hours to pee doesn't help. My belly is now so big that the weight definitely pulls at my hips. My snuggle pillow is almost too big though. I've been flipping the pillow over and using a couch pillow under my belly. Bed time is an ordeal these days. And the heartburn is back with a vengeance. I wake up choking basically with heartburn, fun times I tell ya!
 
missing: Deli meat, raw sushi, medium rare steaks, and fun cocktails.

have you told friends/family: Yep! Everyone should know by now. If you see me, you know I'm preggo. 
  
cravings/aversions: Rice and beans from a Mexican restaurant, chocolate ice cream with almonds or blueberries, watermelon, special K cereal, peach milkshakes from Chickfila, and sweets. I also started wanting chicken biscuits in the morning. I can not be trusted with sweets as of lately... please hide them from me! Oh my new obsession is bananas, peanut butter, and chocolate milk. My hubs thinks it's the grossest thing ever. 

symptoms: I have to pee ALL the time! Heartburn has made another appearance. I can feel the boys kicking my ribs so I feel like they are still head down but just getting longer in length. 
 
cries: I seriously tear up at EVERYTHING.

labor signs: No.. not a damn thing! My doctor said today that my cervix is still completely closed. It's soft but closed.

belly button in or out: It's definitely poking out. Certain dresses or shirts you can definitely see it.

wedding rings on or off: They've been off completely since the end of July. My hands and fingers are so swollen these days they are stiff and painful. Fun times over here!
 
the hubs is: finally on board with being ready to the meet the boys. His new thing is poking my belly and getting them all active and kicking.. not cool. I think he thinks it's his way of interacting and playing with them. 
 
babies are: now according to what to expect about 6 lbs and 20 inches long with soft bones and cartilage to allow a safer journey through the exit door. Most of their systems (from circulatory to musculoskeletal) are just about ready for prime time, though their digestion system- which has done only practice runs so far- will kick into gear as they take their first suckle at the breast or bottle.
 
looking forward to: meeting our boys.. I know I'm going to trade this tired into a whole different level of tired. I know I will trade this uncomfortable body in for a completely different uncomfortable but I'm kinda over being pregnant at this point. I'm only truly comfortable when I'm asleep and that's not all the frequent.  

best moments: Everything is all set and ready for the boys. It feels good to be ready. 

Thursday, September 17, 2015

Thoughts for Thursday- A Love Letter to My Boys

Boys,

One week before my birthday I found out I was pregnant. It was the best birthday gift EVER! I was nervous from the past but so incredibly grateful to be expecting you. We didn't immediately know that two of you were on the way. It was 6 weeks before the doctor told us the news. It took us by complete shock! From day 1 you've both been an incredibly enormous blessing and an adventure. We are incredibly blessed that God chose us to be your parents.

You were both very kind in that I was never sick a single day during pregnancy. But boy did you growing boys drain every bit of my energy! I also quickly started to not fit into pants. You wanted to remind me that you were in there. We couldn't keep the secret very long from close family especially since you both were growing so much. We told immediate family at 8 weeks. It took everyone a few days to wrap their heads around the idea of twins. Everyone was so excited but SHOCKED! At 12 weeks and Easter we started telling extended family and friends as we saw them.

At 20 Weeks we found out that you were two BOYS! Call it mother's intuition but I had a dream the first few weeks that it was two boys. We had a big ultrasound and decided to wait and find out with family the next day. Everyone was so excited! Your Daddy has still been a little bit of shock. Growing up with all women he can't believe he gets two little boys.




Time has really flown by. I can't believe your birthdays are drawing near. We have been so incredibly blessed and showered with love by family, friends, neighbors and even complete strangers. So many people have reached out with hammy downs, borrowers, and gifts. You are both already loved so much! Everyone is so excited to meet you! You both consume your Mommy and Daddy's thoughts for most of every day. We wonder what you'll like, who you'll look like, and your temperaments. Everyone has done so much to prepare for your arrival. It will be here very soon!



For now I will try to enjoy the last few weeks/days of you both inside me kicking around. It's truly been an incredibly experience and I thank God every day for allowing me this. Thank you boys for making me a Mommy!


Love ALWAYS.. Your Mommy

Lord, fill my little boy's heart with love for you. Matthew 22: 37-40
Enable me to place my little boy in the arms of Jesus rather than worry about him. Philippians 4:6
Help me teach my little boy that God is with us and we need not be afraid. Psalm 56: 3-4

Thoughts for Thursday

Linking up with Natalie and Annie.

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

35 Weeks!

Even my face is freakin swollen these days!

how far along: 35 weeks! (3 weeks or less until the monkeys get here! So ready to meet them!)
 
size of the babies: According to our ultrasound on 9/16/15: Baby A is 5lbs 8oz and Baby B is 7lbs 5oz.
 
total weight gain: Only 3 additional lbs this week. I'll take it!
 
gender: TWO BOYS!!!
 
maternity clothes: 100% minus a few maxi dresses that are regular sizes. You will see me in the same thing over and over again now. I don't want to spend any more money on maternity clothes. Plus some of my maternity stuff is getting tight in the belly.. grrrreeeaaatt.. I hope to make it through. 

stretch marks: Yes.. I'm now starting to see purplish lines around my belly button and various other places. Not cool. Is what it is though. 
 
movement: still very active. They stretch, kick, and move quite a bit. 
 
sleep: Ugh.. pregnancy insomnia is definitely here..lately it's been hard to sleep. These little rascals are ready to kick nonstop when I'm ready to lay down. I move around but it's hard to get comfortable. My hips are sore and getting up every 2 hours to pee doesn't help. My belly is now so big that the weight definitely pulls at my hips. My snuggle pillow is almost too big though. I've been flipping the pillow over and using a couch pillow under my belly. Bed time is an ordeal these days. 
 
missing: Deli meat, raw sushi, medium rare steaks, and fun cocktails.

have you told friends/family: Yep! Everyone should know by now. If you see me, you know I'm preggo. 
 
cravings/aversions: Rice and beans from a Mexican restaurant, chocolate ice cream with almonds or blueberries, watermelon, special K cereal, peach milkshakes from Chickfila, and sweets. I also started wanting chicken biscuits in the morning. I can not be trusted with sweets as of lately... please hide them from me! Oh my new obsession is bananas, peanut butter, and chocolate milk. My hubs thinks it's the grossest thing ever. 
 
symptoms: I have to pee ALL the time! Heartburn has made another appearance. I can feel the boys kicking my ribs so I feel like they are still head down but just getting longer in length. 
 
cries: I seriously tear up at EVERYTHING.

labor signs: No.. I might have possibly had a few contractions or braxton hicks over the weekend but nothing noteworthy.

belly button in or out: It's definitely poking out. Certain dresses or shirts you can definitely see it.

wedding rings on or off: They've been off completely since the end of July. My hands and fingers are so swollen these days they are stiff and painful. Fun times over here!
 
the hubs is: getting excited/nervous about the arrival of our little guys. He likes to feel them move all over every night before bed. He talks to them and they kick him.. it's adorable!
 
babies are: standing tall so to speak this week at about 20 inches and continues their steady weight gain. While they won't get much longer, they will continue to pack on the pounds-- including large amounts of baby fat-- right up until delivery day. Something else that's moving at a mind boggling pace these days is fetal brain development! There's a lot going on inside that tiny head, which is, by the way, still soft to allow an easier exit through the birth canal. 
 
looking forward to: meeting our boys.. I know I'm going to trade this tired into a whole different level of tired. I know I will trade this uncomfortable body in for a completely different uncomfortable but I'm kinda over being pregnant at this point. I'm only truly comfortable when I'm asleep and that's not all the frequent.  

best moments: Getting everything all done for them. The rocker/glider.. is HERE!!! My Hubs is supposed to go get it today. The sheets that have been on back order since June arrived yesterday. Everything seems to be falling into place. Now knowing there is an end in sight since we are scheduling my csection for 38 weeks. 

Thursday, September 10, 2015

Thoughts for Thursday: Ramblings... App Advice Please!

Happy Thursday Lovies!

I love a 4 day work week. This one seems to be flying by too which is awesome. I hope everyone had a good Labor Day. I did absolutely nothing. I mean I seriously sat in the chair or on the couch and vegged out for the entire weekend.. sorry.. not sorry! Here are some things I'm contemplating or thinking about this week.

+ I seriously think I'm the only one on the planet that hates pumpkin or pumpkin spiced stuff. No thanks. I know I'm weird.

Image result for pumpkin spice

+ I had all intentions of getting my fall things out for the house this weekend but it just never happened. That would mean I would have had to walk upstairs and this preggo girl just wasn't feeling it. Hahaha.. maybe this coming weekend.. maybe.

+ I'm so ready for cooler weather it's not even funny. I'm over being hot, sweaty and ginormous. If I have to be ginormous.. I'm ready for some nice fall weather.

+ I'm still anxiously awaiting the arrival of my rocker/glider/recliner. The nursery is complete minus this beauty. This Friday will be 7 weeks since I ordered it. They told me 8-10 weeks so it's getting close. I'm so impatient. :) It's the one below in navy trimmed in white!


+ I NEED to figure out the whole Instagram thing. I have an account and have maybe used it once or twice. I'm a creature of habit and I need to venture out a bit. I feel like Instagram will be good when the boys are here with sharing pictures for family and friends. I keep saying this and I keep procrastinating.. maybe typing this will hold me accountable.

Image result for instagram logo

+ I seriously almost went on a rant on Friday. People kill me. Everyone is constantly (complete strangers) asking me when my baby is due. Yes my stomach is huge. It's two babies. Then I get the omg.. do you know how hot it's been this summer? Why yes I do.. I've been very pregnant through it all thank you very much. And two? Your first few months are going to be hell. Why thanks for the encouragement. I mean really?

+ My cravings are spiraling out of control. I didn't really have cravings in the first trimester.. I had aversions. The second trimester was so so.. there were definitely things I wanted but it wasn't the end of the world if I didn't have it. Now.. I seriously could take you out over a chocolate chip cookie or lately a chicken biscuit. Someone please stop me!!

Image result for chocolate chip cookies

+ I have read Moms on Call Basic Baby Care: 0-6 Months and The Happiest Baby on the Block. I thought they were both filled with some good information. I'm working on finishing Twinspiration now. I want an app that is helpful for tracking sleep, feedings, diapers changes and etc. Anyone have any suggestions? I would love to hear them.

Thoughts for Thursday

Linking up with Natalie and Annie.

Wednesday, September 9, 2015

34 Weeks!



how far along: 34 weeks! (4 weeks or less until the monkeys get here! Not that I'm counting or anything :))
 
size of the babies: According to our ultrasound on 8/19/15 Baby A is 3lbs 15oz (54% percentile for a single baby) and Baby B is 4lbs 10oz!! (93% percentile for a single baby). The doctor is so pleased with their weights. Mom over here is definitely feeling every bit of it!
 
total weight gain: 50lbs .. I about had a heart attack today at the doctors office. She thinks it's fluid since I gained 9lbs in a week. She doesn't seem concerned. 
 
gender: TWO BOYS!!!
 
maternity clothes: 100% minus a few maxi dresses that are regular sizes. You will see me in the same thing over and over again now. I don't want to spend any more money on maternity clothes. Plus some of my maternity stuff is getting tight in the belly.. grrrreeeaaatt.. I hope to make it through. 

stretch marks: Yep- on my hips.. boo!! I'm also starting to see some on my stomach. Insert cringe face but it is what it is.. 
 
movement: lately they like to kick each other. It's crazy to watch and feel my stomach move.
 
sleep: Ugh.. pregnancy insomnia is definitely here..lately it's been hard to sleep. These little rascals are ready to kick nonstop when I'm ready to lay down. I move around but it's hard to get comfortable. My hips are sore and getting up every 2 hours to pee doesn't help. My belly is now so big that the weight definitely pulls at my hips. My snuggle pillow is almost too big though. I've been flipping the pillow over and using a couch pillow under my belly. Bed time is an ordeal these days.
 
missing: Deli meat, raw sushi, medium rare steaks, and fun cocktails.
have you told friends/family: Yep! Everyone should know by now. If you see me, you know I'm preggo. 
 
cravings/aversions: Rice and beans from a Mexican restaurant, chocolate ice cream with almonds or blueberries, watermelon, special K cereal, peach milkshakes from Chickfila, and sweets. I also started wanting chicken biscuits in the morning. I can not be trusted with sweets as of lately... please hide them from me!
 
symptoms: I have to pee ALL the time! Heartburn has made another appearance. I can feel the boys kicking my ribs so I feel like they are still head down but just getting longer in length. 
 
cries: I seriously tear up at EVERYTHING.

labor signs: No. thank you lord!

belly button in or out: It's definitely poking out. Certain dresses or shirts you can definitely see it.

wedding rings on or off: They've been off completely. My feet and fingers are puffy. Bleck!
 
the hubs is: getting excited/nervous about the arrival of our little guys. He likes to feel them move all over every night before bed. He talks to them and they kick him.. it's adorable!
 
babies are: clocking in at five pounds and could be as tall as 20 inches by now, and the vernix is getting thicker. Their testicles are starting to make their way down from their abdomens to their final destination. Their tiny fingernails have probably reached the tips of their fingers by now and getting ready for their first manicures. 
 
looking forward to: meeting our boys.. I know I'm going to trade this tired into a whole different level of tired. I know I will trade this uncomfortable body in for a completely different uncomfortable but I'm kinda over being pregnant at this point. I'm only truly comfortable when I'm asleep and that's not all the frequent.  

best moments: Making some freezer meals this weekend and being lazy around the house. I didn't want to go back to work. It was nice being home for 3 whole days. 

Thursday, September 3, 2015

Thoughts For Thursday- the countdown..

Happy Thursday Lovies!

I don't know about you but I'm seriously looking forward to a 3 day weekend. I hope to just rest. Nothing is on my agenda and I'm totally fine with that! I'm counting down the days until I'm no longer preggo.. sad but true. I have truly enjoyed this pregnancy and amazed at what my body has been capable of. I'm starting to get to the uncomfortable stage and I will be 34 weeks on Monday. This has always been my doctors goal (well 28 then 34). My next goal will be 36 weeks. We are just rolling with it for now..

+ The swelling of my feet and hands is here and it's in full force. My doctors don't seem too concerned since my blood pressure, urine, and everything else looks good. I hate the way it feels though.


+ My Hubs and I enjoyed a wonderful date night on Saturday. We ended up going to Jimmy V's. We've never been there but will DEFINITELY be going back. They were sooo nice there! We didn't make reservations and they got us in. The food was amazing! Our waitress asked if we were celebrating anything. We said no but we were expecting twin boys. The owner came over and chatted with us. He asked us to send pictures of the boys and their names and he would love to put them on his website. They also sent over a dessert.. a mouth watering.. delicious dessert! My Hubs really doesn't care for chocolate and he's still swooning over this dessert. 



+ We got an extra refrigerator/freezer for our garage last weekend. I'm really happy about getting it. I stocked up on some meats this past week that were on sale to freeze and I hope I feel up to preparing a few meals to freeze this weekend. I am loving the extra room and additional storage. 

+ The boys nursery is done but some final touches and our rocker. It's nice to feel done with that project. I keep praying they will call and say our chair is ready. They told me 8-10 weeks.. Tomorrow will be 6 weeks. Oh well.. here's to hoping!

+ At the beginning of my pregnancy I wanted NOTHING to do with desserts or chocolate. Like I could gag thinking about them. Around 20-22 weeks I started to want a little here and there. Now I'm totally out of control!! I may or may not have had 10 mini chocolate chip cookies yesterday.. 10?! Someone please come take them away from me stat! 

+ On top of everything going on pregnancy wise. I'm trying to stay on top of work and looping everyone and their brother in my deals so everyone will know what's going when when I leave. My office told us that they are moving while I'm gone. Greeaattt! So not only am I trying to stay awake and some what comfortable stay on top of work, I also need to pack up my office before I leave. Fun times I tell ya!

+ I'm starting to get nervous but the upcoming delivery and people wanting to visit. I want people to meet the boys but I don't want a circus. I don't want people in and out when we need rest. I want help.. aka my Mom or MIL but I don't want a revolving door or an audience until I'm somewhat settled. I know I'm going to piss family and some other people off but we'll just see how it goes. I can't worry about them.. I need to worry about me and my boys first. I know.. I worry about things I shouldn't. It's how I roll..

I hope everyone has a fabulous Labor Day Weekend! Someone please have a cocktail (or several) for me!

Thoughts for Thursday

Linking up with Natalie and Annie.

33 Weeks


how far along: 33 weeks! (5 weeks or less until the monkeys get here! Not that I'm counting or anything :))
 
size of the babies: According to our ultrasound on 8/19/15 Baby A is 3lbs 15oz (54% percentile for a single baby) and Baby B is 4lbs 10oz!! (93% percentile for a single baby). The doctor is so pleased with their weights. Mom over here is definitely feeling every bit of it!
 
total weight gain: 41lbs .. BLECK!!
 
gender: TWO BOYS!!!
 
maternity clothes: 100% minus a few maxi dresses that are regular sizes. You will see me in the same thing over and over again now. I don't want to spend any more money on maternity clothes. Plus some of my maternity stuff is getting tight in the belly.. grrrreeeaaatt.. I hope to make it through. 

stretch marks: Yep- on my hips.. boo!! 
 
movement: lately they like to kick each other. It's crazy to watch and feel my stomach move.
 
sleep: Ugh.. pregnancy insomnia is definitely here..lately it's been hard to sleep. These little rascals are ready to kick nonstop when I'm ready to lay down. I move around but it's hard to get comfortable. My hips are sore and getting up every 2 hours to pee doesn't help.
 
missing: Deli meat, raw sushi, medium rare steaks, and fun cocktails.
have you told friends/family: Yep! Everyone should know by now. If you see me, you know I'm preggo. 
 
cravings/aversions: Rice and beans from a Mexican restaurant, chocolate ice cream with almonds or blueberries, watermelon, special K cereal, and peach milkshakes from Chickfila. 
 
symptoms: I have to pee ALL the time! Heartburn has made another appearance. I can feel the boys kicking my ribs so I feel like they are still head down but just getting longer in length. 
 
cries: I seriously tear up at EVERYTHING.

labor signs: No. thank you lord!

belly button in or out: It's definitely poking out. Certain dresses or shirts you can definitely see it.

wedding rings on or off: They've been off completely. My feet and fingers are puffy. Bleck!
 
the hubs is: getting excited/nervous about the arrival of our little guys. He likes to feel them move all over every night before bed. He talks to them and they kick him.. it's adorable!
 
babies are: still gaining weight (about a half a pound per week) and could grow up to another full inch this week. With that much baby inside your uterus, your amniotic fluid level has maxed out., which explains why some of their pokes and kicks feel pretty sharp these days. Antibodies are being passed from me to the little ones as they continue to develop their own fetal immune systems, which will come in handy once they are outside the womb and fending off all sorts of germs.
 
looking forward to: meeting our boys.. I know I'm going to trade this tired into a whole different level of tired. I know I will trade this uncomfortable body in for a completely different uncomfortable but I'm kinda over being pregnant at this point. I'm only truly comfortable when I'm asleep and that's not all the frequent.  

best moments: Finished with birthing classes and our breast feeding class. The nursery is done besides getting our rocker/glider in. The freezer is stocked with some meats. Feeling pretty accomplished. 

Thursday, August 27, 2015

Thoughts for Thursday and 32 Weeks!

Happy Thursday Lovies!

-I've been a horrible blogger lately. I haven't done weekend recaps because honestly we haven't done too much but work on the nursery and organize baby things. Work has been insane and this soon to be Mama is tired at the end of the day. 

-I'm dying to get my hands on the pictures from all my showers. My MIL was gracious enough to take pictures for everything but we haven't been able to meet up so I can them from her. 

-It's still really surreal that there are two babies in me. I mean really?! I don't think it will exactly sink in that this is reality until they are here. I've been wanting to do a love letter post for the boys but literally start bawling every time I try to start. Maybe I'll get that done one day.

- My doctors have said that they will be thrilled if I make it to 34 weeks and any day after is just icing on the cake. So monkeys..please stay put until at least September 7th. Mama will be grateful. But any time afterwards I'm ready to meet you. 

-I'm terrified of labor and delivery. I had pretty much had the mind set that I would have a c section. Well both boys have been head down for about a month now. Everyone keeps saying.. that's great! Well maybe so but it seriously scares the hell out of me! I know God has orchestrated this plan and I just have to trust that he will take care of us but the anxiety is starting to creep up.


how far along: 32 weeks! (6 weeks or less until the monkeys get here! Not that I'm counting or anything :))
 
size of the babies: According to our ultrasound on 8/19/15 Baby A is 3lbs 15oz (54% percentile for a single baby) and Baby B is 4lbs 10oz!! (93% percentile for a single baby). The doctor is so pleased with their weights. Mom over here is definitely feeling every bit of it!
 
total weight gain: 34lbs .. BLECK!!
 
gender: TWO BOYS!!!
 
maternity clothes: 100% minus a few maxi dresses that are regular sizes. You will see me in the same thing over and over again now. I don't want to spend any more money on maternity clothes. Plus some of my maternity stuff is getting tight in the belly.. grrrreeeaaatt.. I hope to make it through. 

stretch marks: Yep- on my hips.. boo!! 
 
movement: lately they like to kick each other. It's crazy to watch and feel my stomach move.
 
sleep: Ugh.. pregnancy insomnia is definitely here..lately it's been hard to sleep. These little rascals are ready to kick nonstop when I'm ready to lay down. I move around but it's hard to get comfortable. 
 
missing: Deli meat, raw sushi, medium rare steaks, and fun cocktails.
have you told friends/family: Yep! Everyone should know by now. If you see me, you know I'm preggo. 
 
cravings/aversions: Rice and beans from a Mexican restaurant, chocolate ice cream with almonds or blueberries, watermelon, special K cereal, and peach milkshakes from Chickfila. 
 
symptoms: I have to pee ALL the time! Heartburn seems to be getting a little better. The boys have dropped so I don't have the horrible heartburn as much but I traded it for lower back and pelvic pain.
 
cries: I seriously tear up at EVERYTHING.

labor signs: No. thank you lord!

belly button in or out: It's definitely poking out. Certain dresses or shirts you can definitely see it.

wedding rings on or off: They've been off completely. My feet and fingers are puffy. Bleck!
 
the hubs is: getting excited/nervous about the arrival of our little guys. He likes to feel them move all over every night before bed. He talks to them and they kick him.. it's adorable!
 
babies are: starting to get ready for their big debut, tipping the scales at almost 4lbs. and topping out at about 19 inches. In the past few weeks, it's all about practice, practice, practice as they hone the skills they will need to thrive outside the womb- from swallowing and breathing to kick and sucking. Little ones have been able to suck their thumbs for awhile now. As more and more fat collects under the babies skin, they are becoming less transparent and more opaque. 
 
looking forward to: Date night this weekend. I'm looking forward to one our last dinners out with just the two of us. Crazy to think that very soon we will be a family of 4! 
 
best moments: Almost done with birthing class. One more left in the series and a breast feeding class. Making everything feel oh so that much more real!
Thoughts for Thursday

Linking up with Natalie and Annie.