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Thursday, April 21, 2016

Thoughts and Rambles this Thursday

Happy Friday EVE Lovies!

Another week is almost behind us and the weather around NC is absolutely gorgeous! Summer is around the corner and I couldn't be more excited!

+ I'm sad and down right sickened to hear that Jess had to cancel Confessional Thursday due to some psycho stealing her personal information and passing it off as her own. I mean really?! I need to figure out this watermark of personal picture thing.. pronto!

+ I've had all intentions of posting about the boys' baptism (which went so smoothly by the way) but my lovely computer has decided it doesn't want to work. I'm currently typing this via my work computer.. SHHHH! So hopefully soon I'll get this thing back up and running or I'll be throwing it out our two story window.. truth!

+ I'm sorta annoyed at my Hubby.. I don't usually post or say things like this but it's true. My one wish for my first Mother's Day was for the day to be relaxing and not a marathon of food, driving all around, and constant going. He doesn't think that is going to happen. To say I'm upset.. is maybe an understatement. I understand he wants to honor is mother, step mother, and my mother as well but can't we all get one day? Maybe space it out? IDK.. sigh.. How do you handle all the families on events/holidays?

+ My Hubs has wanted to move to blue water basically sent the moment we were married. I've adamantly refused until last night. I said.. I will consider it. I think I'm just over the madness and want a change of scenery.. or something. IDK.. I'm having a weird week. It may or may not steam from the above.. Total game changer to my mood to say the least.

+ As the days are flying by.. I feel like I'm missing so much with my boys on a daily basis. I seriously pray about this every night! I NEVER thought I wanted to be a stay at Mom but I desperately wish I had the option these days.

+ I feel like I'm behind on life.. maybe that is what is up with my mood lately. Behind on laundry, behind on dinner preps, behind on cleaning.. I need to take a step back and just live in the moments. It's also kinda hard when you have 14 family members that want to stop by and see the kiddos with your only time off with them.

Ok.. I'm going to stop before I post something I regret. Sorry for the bitter.. debbie downer.. post. It's not like me and I hope to snap out of this funk! Friday is around the corner.. the weather is supposed to be gorgeous!.. YAY for the almost weekend!

Thoughts for Thursday

Linking up with Annie and Natalie.

1 comment:

  1. Oh hang in there, lovely. You're having one of those weeks--- like I am also. We don't have too much family around so I totally get Mother's Day to myself-- it would be hard to be going everywhere on one day!!