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Thursday, February 11, 2016

Confessions/Thoughts for this Thursday

Happy Thursday Lovies!

Here is a little confession of my thoughts bouncing around today..

+ I don't feel like I can keep my head above water these days. So blogging as well as many other things have taken a back seat. I even have a list of things I want to talk about but putting my thoughts together has been like herding cats!

+ Being a working Mommy (not discrediting the Stay at Mommy's at all- you have a tough job too!) is hard! I miss my babies like CRAZY! I literally have cried every morning lately. They are growing so fast and I feel like I'm missing so much! I'm for real jealous of our sitter. She gets more time with them than I do and well I don't like it!

+ $.. Lord I have cried/stressed over that stuff this week. Childcare is expensive! Life is expensive! Can I go back to being a college kid again?! Those were the days! I never really knew how good I had it back then.

+  My Hubs.. well sometimes I want to scream at him but this week.. He's a keeper. See Saturday is my birthday and I am not in the mood to celebrate anything. He actually found a last minute reservation at Bonefish! He also arranged for my Mom to come watch the boys. Sigh.. I'll keep him!

+ My Mom.. that woman deserves an entire post. I can't even.. When she leaves from visiting.. my house is clean, I have food in the refrigerator, the laundry is done, and my boys are super happy babies. Why or why.. can't see just move in?! I always thought I appreciated my Mom but since having my boys.. it's on a whole different level. I seriously would have lost my mind months ago if it wasn't for her.

+ HORMONES.. I had been good until.. well this whole going back to work thing. I want to cry ALL the time. I'm tearing up typing this. I'm just a hot MESS!

+ I'm SOOOO over this cold weather it isn't even funny. I want sunshine and warm weather. This cold and wind.. no bueno.

+ I actually need to shop for a few things for myself. But I would seriously rather poke myself in the eye than to try on a bathing suit right now. I need to drag my butt to the gym but when I actually have a minute.. I would rather sleep.

If you made it to the end of this.. God Bless You!

Linking up with Jessica.

Thoughts for Thursday
Linking up with Natalie and Annie.

10 comments:

  1. I would be the happiest lady ever if I could go back to college days (as far as money and free time goes..I love my baby too much to be away from her!). Seriously did not know how good I had it!!

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  2. A fellow twin mom. I totally get where you are coming from. Daycare is crazy expensive. We pay more per month than our mortgage. Sucks. And I am dreading getting into a bathing suit in April. I have been working out, but I have lots of extra skin on my belly from my girls and it is rough. I feel you. Hang in there.

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  3. Keep your head up! You brought two babies into this world! You rock. Hooray for moms! Being away from the babes blows. I wish we had a better maternity care/leave situations in the u.s.a!

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  4. The cold weather - ugh! I cannot wait until Spring! Hope you get out there and get a few things for yourself! xx

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  5. aww sweet mama I promise you it gets easier to leave your babies! I still miss mine while I am at work every single day, but have come to appreciate the hours of 'grown up' time that I get. You are right on one thing though, childcare is SO expensive and sometimes makes it hard to justify working!

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  6. Ugh, YES to the cold!! It's never ending and I am so over it! Hope you had a great birthday though! :)

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  7. I agree with ALL of this!!! Definitely give your boys those bananas!! :)

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  8. And had to add- I just bought a bathing suit because we are going out of town in March. I was nervous but I decided to splurge and get a one piece at Nordstrom by Miraclesuit and it made be feel good!

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  9. I agree with ALL of this!!! Definitely give your boys those bananas!! :)

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