Here is a little confession of my thoughts bouncing around today..
+ I don't feel like I can keep my head above water these days. So blogging as well as many other things have taken a back seat. I even have a list of things I want to talk about but putting my thoughts together has been like herding cats!
+ Being a working Mommy (not discrediting the Stay at Mommy's at all- you have a tough job too!) is hard! I miss my babies like CRAZY! I literally have cried every morning lately. They are growing so fast and I feel like I'm missing so much! I'm for real jealous of our sitter. She gets more time with them than I do and well I don't like it!
+ $.. Lord I have cried/stressed over that stuff this week. Childcare is expensive! Life is expensive! Can I go back to being a college kid again?! Those were the days! I never really knew how good I had it back then.
+ My Hubs.. well sometimes I want to scream at him but this week.. He's a keeper. See Saturday is my birthday and I am not in the mood to celebrate anything. He actually found a last minute reservation at Bonefish! He also arranged for my Mom to come watch the boys. Sigh.. I'll keep him!
+ My Mom.. that woman deserves an entire post. I can't even.. When she leaves from visiting.. my house is clean, I have food in the refrigerator, the laundry is done, and my boys are super happy babies. Why or why.. can't see just move in?! I always thought I appreciated my Mom but since having my boys.. it's on a whole different level. I seriously would have lost my mind months ago if it wasn't for her.
+ HORMONES.. I had been good until.. well this whole going back to work thing. I want to cry ALL the time. I'm tearing up typing this. I'm just a hot MESS!
+ I'm SOOOO over this cold weather it isn't even funny. I want sunshine and warm weather. This cold and wind.. no bueno.
+ I actually need to shop for a few things for myself. But I would seriously rather poke myself in the eye than to try on a bathing suit right now. I need to drag my butt to the gym but when I actually have a minute.. I would rather sleep.
If you made it to the end of this.. God Bless You!
Linking up with Jessica.